i will gradute this summer .but i still didnt find my job.i dont want to do work about my major.i have no interest in it.i dont know what i will do.now i am having a holiday.it will last for a month.i think this year will be a tough year for me.so many things have troubled me.i want to eacape the real world.i am not always fond of the net.maybe for a long time i dont like to be on net.so a lot of friends cant find me.i am sorry about that.

now i cant understand myself.i am a person that always observe all rules and regulations .i never did crazy things.but now i cant believe what i have done.i will graduate this year.i have to find a work and marry.i think this is what i should do ,not to find a unreal person.life is so different.you can live in your way.i think i am still that person that i was befor.i dont want to change .everything of me wil not change.i believe destiny now.what is my destiny ? i dont know ,i think time will prove everything .and i am sure in the end i am back to the real me!

vusal,i i feel so bad on net.i dont want to chat now.not with you,i mean i dont want to chat with others.i dont like very very much.maybe some day i will give up.it is not real for me.you are not real person.do you know whom i say when you see the blog.i dont know.many people call vusal.it is so common in azerbaijan.but for me there is only one vusal.i dont care .maybe i cant use care.i really care.hehe .i am so crazy! i have to think about it .i an thinking if what i did is right now. just take care bye

yilin china
(my habit hehe)

do you know when i dont talk to you ,i have stoping using msn.i went to on net very little.you told me your phone has msn.so i have msn on my phone .but soon we have no contact.then i delete msn of phone.and for a long time,i dont want to go on net.and a long long time i dont use msn.just from december 2008that i began to use it.i know you were not there.so does it matter? no,it doesnt matter really!!but after a while ,i found i was wrong.you are still there.on my msn.i cant see your hotmeil.it maks me so sad.do you know? i am regreted that i didnt keep a pic of you .i am ..... you must know what i feel like.i dont want to say now

hi,i am tired of using msn now.i dont like to talk to them.i have nothing to talk to them.i am really tired

vusal,now i am not expecting you can find me or i will find you .there is so many lies here.now i cant believe it .i have leave my email and my phone here.if you want to find me,you will see this.my email:[email protected] 8613949019452,thats all i can do .i really dont know what to do now.i want to find you on icq.but now i hate it so much.it feel like vomiting.i meet so many bad person.i dont want to use that any more.but if i can do , i dont know.many time i am with hope.but every time i was very very disappointed in the end.now i am a little afraid of icq.i hope you know what i say.take care

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vusal,i met many friends from your country.i want to through them to find you .but .....they dont know how to do.i know it is difficult for me.so you can think that how even harder it is for me.i i dont know what to do now!!!! can you tell me ?if you see ?

would you like to be friends again?i am so scared that you wont.i went to icq many times .i want to find the person who has the name"vusal".but i failed every time.i am so disappointed.i know though it has vusal,it may not be you.so i wont leave my msn there.i dont want to tell them i have msn.do you know?i dont want add people on my msn now.and i even dont want talk on msn now.when wil you appear?i am waiting .

yilin

vusal,i am not good at all these days .i want to find you .but i have no hope now.where are u ??

yilin